..Feeling..
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suffering frm extreme sadness, gloominess and depression of no exact reasons. pms pms pms..argHHH!!!

coming 6am now..going home in a while. i can't wait. need to sleep b4 going to TKSS. lucky its only an hr class. i miss the rejuvenating feeling.been having 3-4 hrs sleep after a long weary day. i need to revitalise my energy.

i dun like dis feeling. juz hate it. i duno wats up wif me. but i tink i'm fuct up. suddenly i felt like shit. pondering over my life n stuffs... yes i got a career.. but i dunno how long it can take me to sustain.. i simply missed being loved. to love a person is almost impossible for me now. met a few along da way, but it just dun turn out well. am i being to picky or does the prob lies in my attitude? *wonders*

well, i hope i will recover n back to my own self in no time. insya allah.. gotta run now. nid to pack up n stuffs.

p/s: i juz miss dat sum1 till i feel the tears rolling on my cheeks. **sheeeshhh**

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