Jika engkau sedang hidup bahagia
Jangan kau lupakan diriku
Yang terdampar kesepian
Ku dilambung ombak rindu
Yang hanyut dalam kelemasan
Mengapa aku masih menunggu
Dan masih menagih kasihmu
Dirimu di mana.. cuma aku yg terus
Sabar menantimu tanpa jemu...
Dulu kau menumpang kasih lalu ku beri harapan..
Sekelip mata kau berubahhh...
Ohh.. begitulah lumrahnya percintaan
Tersentuh hatiku dibuai kenangan lalu..
Ohh.. mudahnya kau berubah..
*terk terk terk*

oh damn.. i'm listening to such song now. it touched my heart though. there's a meaning behind it. i shall not elaborate too much. the feeling is rather confusing.I was bewildered by his actions. I will take it as a positive reaction. Yeah I admit. I missed him terribly. For the first tyme after more than a yr, he potrayed a smile to me. It must have took him lotsa guts for him to do that.
Especially to..
someone with an extreme height of egoism,
someone who had kind of wrecked his life before,
someone whom he might have detest sooo much,
someone who always had something to pin him down,
and finally..
someone who was once emotionally devoted to him.

oh well.. like mon said.. "reality is harsh."
i actually wanted things to be back as normal as in the okay okay situation. i dun want something like last tyme. i dun like losing frenship just like tat. i dun c any point in that. sumtymes i do feel like picking up da bloody phone and talk to him. but, i've got no balls to do that. its like the most difficult task on earth! oh dear~! its not easy. well, i just hope things would get better as in terms of us being in contact as normal frenz. i really hope so. ok enuff on that..

well, last sat i had so much fun clicking away wif mima & her bf shah. now, let da pictures do da talking... *chuckles*

shah efni & mima
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reflections..
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controversial pair!
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under da bright sun!
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self-indulgence me.. aspernormal..
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pole dancers?? *blearghh* KHakHakHAkhA!!!
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** all taken at my carpark **

for more actions can just click on to my fotopage. *winkZ*

Comments

senoritahidayah said…
my oh my.
dat pix is really controvesial.
hehe.
i miz u babe!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 7:33:00 PM
Nuramima said…
the pics look great? confirm dapat comment.. i told u so.. more again on this sat?
this time round... wear pink? cos last week wear blue surprisingly *bleargh*
lol!
yeah yeah, i'm the bitch. lol!
Thursday, September 22, 2005 6:08:00 PM
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