HmMmmm..
my desire to become a chicher strikes again. all becoz of i befriended someone who is apparently a chicher. knew him for a few mths. and to think dat da world is soooo small coz my frenz knew him while me? didnt even noticed him. hmmm.. dunno y.. but seriously i lyke his character. low profile & humble at first. as soon as he knew that our world links, dekni kenal dekni, dektu kenal dekni, dekni kenal dektu, dektu kenal dektu.. he began to open up his profile but yet he remained humble. we are in da same scene which i do not want to elaborate, well dos who are close to me should know my extra activities. hehehhee..
and so..
he kind of attract my attention.. wow, like after sooo long.. one thing for sure, he has this bad boy look! uh-uhhhh~ i lyke! we certainly clicked because we share the same interest i guess. well, he has a melodious voice! he sings in my voicemail as well as greeting msg. erm.. he attracts me physically as well. kHAkHakHA! i do not know y i always end up having crushes or get into relationship with someone who is tall, fair & skinny. GOD! part mane sakkk yg aku kurus eh? its like a PERFECT 10! dun u tink so? KHAkHAkHA!! also, chinese/jepon lookalike.. wohooo~~ dats my taste. *winkZ*
anyway, i dun call this infatuation, like or love, dats even way out of my mind. just stating down da facts of guys i get to know. i knew his past.. quite bad.. he's a bad chicher.. hehehee! i mean, who doesnt have a past right? i'm sincere in friendship wise. i bet he's sincere coz if not he wouldnt reveal his true self. to me, i dun wanna get smitten wif someone's past. like, wats past is past. ppl do change rite? he kind of perks me up everyday. i like dat feeling.. there's not gonna b much hassle in maintaining my frenship with him. i knew it, coz i feel it and becoz i can sense it after knowing him although we didnt really get to see each other. i can trust my instinct. hope so.. kHEkHKehE!!
also, i dun want a replica of my dark past to happen again. like-u-should-know-who.. coz...
*"Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never."*
i will always remember this quote. hey hey hey, dun u all think dat i've set my eyes on him. u know that i've always wish to become a teacher. i look up to these ppl actually. anyway, the reason y i decided to put him in my entry becoz of his steady kind of approach & da way he converse and he as da person himself is different. certainly aint a typical jerk although he was once a playa i guess. hahaha! i like it when a man respects a woman coz in that way, a woman will in turn shows her respect more than he does. get what i mean? i have this thingy abt him.. dekni kalau buat members mesti gerek sehh.. i've longed for a platonic frenship with a guy, i mean a sincere one. really, i do.. i've lost him.. like u noe hu.. and i lost yano.. n i missed them both terribly.. pasal dorang gereknyer kaki! da 1st person tu terpesong skit ar.. but yano.. haiyoh.. taknak ckp lah kan.. he's like a brother to me.. and to think dat he decided to severe all his ties with everyone just because of a laydee.. for goodness sake.! like ur life evolves her only? not fair.. i also need him.. coz he always been giving me gd advises. like i said he's like a brother to me.. *terk terk terk* As for da 1st person i wudnt wanna elaborate much. dah penat ar!
anyway for me to indulge into a serious relationship rite now,errrr.. like i dun tink so.. although i wud want to but i will refrain maself. i do still wanna njoy & dun wanna tied down with commitments. how i wish i cud find sumone who is not king control, cater to my needs, shares da same similarites & most importantly sumone who can put up with my outrageous attitude..! and also to provide tender loving care sincerely & of coz holding a stable job. if this sumone really crosses my life, i wud say a definite yes! next yr bulan 9 nikah pon tak kisah sak! KHAkHAkHAKhA! like what dearest nadya told me, time is not a factor. as long as u noe ur character coincides, and love is in da air for both of u, it shouldnt be of any problem to engage in serious relationship. *winkZ*
its already 6am & its a saturday! i'm going home soon & will be waking up at least at 2pm coz AMP is holding Majlis Iftar which starts at 4pm. but, i'll be leaving at 6pm to meet my darlings at beach rd for buker. me & eila cant wait to gorge on da delicious tulangs! konferm cham babikkk!! kHAkHkahKAhA!! i'm going to AMP for a while to meet my students, dat is if they turn up. coz i wanna know how do they fare for their n levels. hope they are doing well and if not ok wud be gd enuff for me. aint expecting much. just hoping for them to pull thru their n levels n get promoted to o levels. insya allah..
ok, i will be back on monday peepz..
and so..
he kind of attract my attention.. wow, like after sooo long.. one thing for sure, he has this bad boy look! uh-uhhhh~ i lyke! we certainly clicked because we share the same interest i guess. well, he has a melodious voice! he sings in my voicemail as well as greeting msg. erm.. he attracts me physically as well. kHAkHakHA! i do not know y i always end up having crushes or get into relationship with someone who is tall, fair & skinny. GOD! part mane sakkk yg aku kurus eh? its like a PERFECT 10! dun u tink so? KHAkHAkHA!! also, chinese/jepon lookalike.. wohooo~~ dats my taste. *winkZ*
anyway, i dun call this infatuation, like or love, dats even way out of my mind. just stating down da facts of guys i get to know. i knew his past.. quite bad.. he's a bad chicher.. hehehee! i mean, who doesnt have a past right? i'm sincere in friendship wise. i bet he's sincere coz if not he wouldnt reveal his true self. to me, i dun wanna get smitten wif someone's past. like, wats past is past. ppl do change rite? he kind of perks me up everyday. i like dat feeling.. there's not gonna b much hassle in maintaining my frenship with him. i knew it, coz i feel it and becoz i can sense it after knowing him although we didnt really get to see each other. i can trust my instinct. hope so.. kHEkHKehE!!
also, i dun want a replica of my dark past to happen again. like-u-should-know-who.. coz...
*"Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never."*
i will always remember this quote. hey hey hey, dun u all think dat i've set my eyes on him. u know that i've always wish to become a teacher. i look up to these ppl actually. anyway, the reason y i decided to put him in my entry becoz of his steady kind of approach & da way he converse and he as da person himself is different. certainly aint a typical jerk although he was once a playa i guess. hahaha! i like it when a man respects a woman coz in that way, a woman will in turn shows her respect more than he does. get what i mean? i have this thingy abt him.. dekni kalau buat members mesti gerek sehh.. i've longed for a platonic frenship with a guy, i mean a sincere one. really, i do.. i've lost him.. like u noe hu.. and i lost yano.. n i missed them both terribly.. pasal dorang gereknyer kaki! da 1st person tu terpesong skit ar.. but yano.. haiyoh.. taknak ckp lah kan.. he's like a brother to me.. and to think dat he decided to severe all his ties with everyone just because of a laydee.. for goodness sake.! like ur life evolves her only? not fair.. i also need him.. coz he always been giving me gd advises. like i said he's like a brother to me.. *terk terk terk* As for da 1st person i wudnt wanna elaborate much. dah penat ar!
anyway for me to indulge into a serious relationship rite now,errrr.. like i dun tink so.. although i wud want to but i will refrain maself. i do still wanna njoy & dun wanna tied down with commitments. how i wish i cud find sumone who is not king control, cater to my needs, shares da same similarites & most importantly sumone who can put up with my outrageous attitude..! and also to provide tender loving care sincerely & of coz holding a stable job. if this sumone really crosses my life, i wud say a definite yes! next yr bulan 9 nikah pon tak kisah sak! KHAkHAkHAKhA! like what dearest nadya told me, time is not a factor. as long as u noe ur character coincides, and love is in da air for both of u, it shouldnt be of any problem to engage in serious relationship. *winkZ*
its already 6am & its a saturday! i'm going home soon & will be waking up at least at 2pm coz AMP is holding Majlis Iftar which starts at 4pm. but, i'll be leaving at 6pm to meet my darlings at beach rd for buker. me & eila cant wait to gorge on da delicious tulangs! konferm cham babikkk!! kHAkHkahKAhA!! i'm going to AMP for a while to meet my students, dat is if they turn up. coz i wanna know how do they fare for their n levels. hope they are doing well and if not ok wud be gd enuff for me. aint expecting much. just hoping for them to pull thru their n levels n get promoted to o levels. insya allah..
ok, i will be back on monday peepz..
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