Severely damaged?~

To read in between the lines? Need an expert to deduce. Obviously creeping extremely slow to comprehend what was being conveyed. Its too vexing when each attempt to derive, it would turn out to be all negative, especially when at a very disturbed state. Such an extreme paranoia, straighforward or blunt one could be. Sometimes, even that lil understanding really does help. Favour requested? Enlightening the hurtful situation without one's realising? Favour granted. Compromising is a better suggestion. Helps a lot for a better understanding of each other. To be hanging cluelessly detest everyone. Its rather tormenting.No matter how vast the differences in every aspects are, nothing is impossible. Difficult to please, .. YES, one is aware of tat. Once pricked, anger overwhelming, 50% of wat being spoken will surely be forgotten coz literally the words strolling out are basically out of anger. Everything the other party implies, be it good or bad, satisfaction never meets the target. Maybe the attitude lies in oneself, way beneath the heart. No matter how hard camouflaging it, the hideous side would eventually be exposed. Very little patience instilled, but attempted to endure. Toleration was at the peak but sad enough, it finally drained out. Attempted, but FAILED. Anyway, nice try.. Never been this patience before..

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i'm still suffering frm a backache. and i dun feel good coz i've not hibernated as yet. hmph~! Semi-Final for Perdana was great. Been a long time since i've watched any. Congrats to those who are eligible to the finals. I guess my support stops here coz the tix to the Finals are darn expensive. hahahaha.. Can i use credit card instead? *smirks* Ouh well, lets see if other peepz going then i shall follow suit. It'll be held at Esplanade and the most expensive tic is $48 followed by $38 & @28. that is if i'm not mistaken. but i was taken aback by some of the giant grp who did fairly for the semis. yeah, there's ups & downs though.. mesmerised by the only gal's grp, wahana who made it to the finals. they are superb. its obviously them who could make it. i admire the awoks, with outstanding voices & those static yet elegant moves. da juara hu's my fren & da karot, a very strong combination. gosh.. anyway, keris never failed to impress me. da closest one, panjy, slackened but still da support will never end.. ok enuff of dikir... peh kental.. *LOL*

anyway Mima, stop talking abt ma tagbox can? *LOL* da pics are at work. I forgot to upload. Will upload our cam-whoring session on last Saturday soon aite? Most prob tonite~.. I pomish dear.. For now, i need to hibernate else i'll be so lost at work tonite. erm.. i am lost.. *sob sob*

before tat, in addition.. taken frm my previous blog..

For u, try harder to provoke coz it doesnt work on us anymore. The past deleted entries are in my hands. Be it soft or hard copy. A set of significant proofs for justification. My fingers are nimble enuff compared to you.. and your words dun KILL*whistling* Ermm.. a person who's afraid of her own shadow, that i must quote here.. hmmph!!... *roll eyes*

continuation..

sumtimes IT is referring to ITSELF. what an IT. !!! *LOL*
menegakkan benang yg basah?
goshhh.. try harder lah IT.. IT is sooooooo INSECURE NOW..
*smirks*
gosh.. tak sedar diri.. dia yg dah start all those childish acts, dia yg step baik. takyah lah nak step baik.. ader kalanyer takde pasal carik pasal, part dah terkene, tak puas hati menyesal pulak.. ish ish ish kesian~.. dia dah carik pasal, abehtu nak menang jer, part dah terkene, mati kutu per? tu lah hati jgn busukkk skalikkk.. mcm maner tu??.. so hu do IT haf to blame? ITSELF.. predicted that IT will return.. the whole bunch of ppl out der know wat type IT is.. takperlah.. kite hanya mampu berdoa yg terbaik sajer.. dia pun hamba Allah gak... *amin*

Ooopss.. i pomish darling nadya not to be intimidated by IT. ok dis will be da last one aite.. just letting IT noe that IT needs a MIRROR. what IT referred to was actually reflecting to ITSELF.. duhh~~ so IT, say what u want, coz u dun mean aniting at all.. So, if an IT humiliating & discriminating someone is a good deed is it? pity this IT for being such a FOOL to our nation .. hehehhe.. ;p (lucky me dat i dun practise copy n paste thingy.. eeeeewwww~~ peh kepooo~~)

** my prediction is my blog page load will shoot up more than 200 overnite. trust me.. **

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P/S:- i'm missing u dearly.. hmmm..