The way i perceive


I believe in my natural instincts, my intuition.
What i do and what i say may or may not be true but I believe in faith, i believe in myself and i believe in God. This is a stepping stone for me to know myself in depth, to test my abilities and to do things as i please and not for the sake of others.

You come and go as you wish. But i noe you are remorseful. You couldn't face me and you couldn't face reality. You couldn't even face yourself! As time goes by, your patience deteriorate as you found yourself lost in the real world. Your mental agony disturbed me emotionally. A pessimist indeed you are and running away is your obsession. You aren't the soul i used to know. Indecisive, confused & not distinct on what you really want in life. You mask your emotional breakdowns with your ego. Your crudeness, harshness and vulgarities are all fake for the fact that you are vulnerable. At the end of it all, you are just being yourself. And i know you are not that heartless like you always put yourself to be. I believe in that and will believe it so. This is the real world love, you have to really wake up to live in this universe and live with courage..

After whatever shit that had happened, I'm taking it in stride. I couldn't believe i am stronger than you are and i am proud of that.

Never in my whole life i would have the guts to utter the fuck u term to the person i love. Never i mean it if it ever comes out from my mouth. I dun believe in profanities cos at the end of the day, those left me with no meanings. Unlike words, those killer words which would bring a severe impact on one's life. The way you put it, i'm the only one who could aggravate the ultimate anger in u is just my exact sentiment on how far my anger can bring me to, when it comes to you. The combination of those killer words & profanities, that would add on to your never-ending mental agony. You've ruined me emotionally that you will ruin yourself as well. You just can't lie to me and you know that hard fact.

You will regret it one day cos this is the only girl who is willing to do everything & anything for you. And would understand you behind your 4 walls. I now feel i am too good for you. Too good to be true...

"u noe why i dun use vulgar languages on u? cos even without profanities, my words are a killer.. to you, dat is.. bear this in mind.. u can forget everything i said, everything i did BUT u will NEVER FORGET how i've made u feel.."

Period.

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